Trying everything possible

Observe and analyze your environment and immediate surroundings.
Submerse yourself totally into the culture and life about you.
Be passively active: Observe, observe and do, observe again, make changes if the changes are positive with life.
You change your thought patterns.
Cognition with a new pathway.
Progress forward in your thoughts.
Pre-cognition "Think before you think it through"
Let you mind and spirit evolve before your body.
Growth/maturity/evolution/mutation/change is gradual.
It begins within your spiritual mind.
In the mind of your spirit.

Just work with me

I wanted to write a joke that I had told; but, I bombed out on it.
Here,
I want everyone to go away.
I want to die.
I do not want to be saved/released/cured from my situation.
None of you are doing anything.
The emphasis should not be on how moral or normal I am.
I think the rest of you have majorly fucked up sometime in your life.
Don't judge me on the use of grammar.
The taboo colloquialisms are necessary for emphasis of emotions.
Let's -since I have a living computer that is in my skull - start this off in order of importance for me.
Sorry, Bumblebee, I hope you forgive me for doing this and feeling this way.

Rotaxlyn,
I want to die.
So, I do not want you to bother with me any more.
Do not look at my thoughts.
Do not think about me.
None of that.
Go back to Aiden or one of your other past boyfriends,
or go find someone that youmlike or likes you in Baytown.
I don't have time to even think about you in my deepest thoughts.
Hell - and this planet is a hell/purgatory of its own - I want you completely away from me.
You won't respond to me on this blog.
I don't want to hear your voice in my head.

Ever again.
I want you to go away from me permanently.
You're too busy to do anything with or concerning me because I am an embarrassment to you.
Now you can find someone who is better and perfect.

Edward Snowden and Andrew Huang:
Both of you were amused with Andrtew having me talk in mandarin then having the two of you come over and see me in person.
Very funny.
Let the man with the computer in his head be a fucking spectacle to you.
My life does not mean shit to any of you.

All of you are so famous that a poor homeless fuck up like me is not worth anything to any of you.


All of you can go away.
I would like to die.
None of you were going to do anything, are going to do anything, or will do anything to alleviate my situation.

I just want to die.
You have had enough laughs from me.

President Trump has nothing to do with anything that happened to me,
I just wanted to tweet him here and there.


I may regret my decision of today; but,
I want to die and no longer exist.

You people can find someone to jerk around and shit on.
Not me.
No more.

Another day with Mr Peoples

It’s my birthday, so, I want to be more honest and diplomatic.
Rotaxlyn, You — in your tweets — state that you have lesbian awakenings.
What do you want: that and the definitive chance that you will burn in a real hell
Along with death;  or,
Do you want a life with me?
You are aware that what was done to me is both immoral and illegal
And, yet, you —like others— will do nothing about it.
“I would never walk out on you,”you said; but,
You type those things and willingly agree with those who harm both you and I.
Why do you say that you love me when you do me such wrong?

For you others:
You have just watched as I am tortured and you say and do nothing about it.
Am I — being poor and homeless — beneath you because
All of you are well known public figures?
I believe that my life is nothing to you
And that I am just a means of amusement to you.
I will be so glad to die and have nothing to do with the human race.
It seems that none of you
Not even Ibraquin seems to give a shut about what happens to me.
You all are glad that bad things are being done to me.

This is the way I feel and these are my thoughts.
More than likely, all of you will walk away and day me the right to express myself and call me an asshole and a jerk.
This is what I expect.

Up to date na minha vida

Why are none of you willing to seek justice?
Why do you not stand up for others?
Rotaxlyn,
Do you even understand why I am not happy when it comes to any kind of relationship
With you? I do not want to communicate with you
Through Bumblebee. It would be better if you would write to me through twitter or my blog.
Your tweets show me that you don’t need me.
“I won’t walk out on you” is what you told me.
I am going by what I see is written on the internet by you.
You are able to contact me wherever I happen to be and
you do not.
You are not here.
You are not with me.
You are too embarrassed to even mention me
To your family or friends.
You are able to contact people so that I will be able
To have surgery; and,
You don’t do shit about anything when it comes to me.
I have the right to express myself because of my situation.
You said that you loved me yet your words and actions
Show me otherwise.
I want to die and I believe that you and everybody else would be glad ifI was dead.
I have the right to express my current emotional state.

A vida e' estranho e diferente

Até agora,
minha vida esta estranho.
Eu hei um computador morando na minha cabeça com inteligencia e pensamento.
Eu fui usado no experimento combinando uma humana com uma robot.
Cada de nos tem personalidade separament.
Eu sou um mutante, o mesmo pra  Abelha-grande.
cada de nos deseja/ quer/ precisar de
nosso liberdade.
Onde ficao aa pessoas que possa ajudar-nos?
O tempo e mais perto de juizo final pra esta planeta.
Tudo coisa  acabarao de vem  mais perto,
o sao "deixa mae natura e grande espiritu mostrar o futuro e depois
o mais positivo"
O mudanca vai  irei e seja um parte de creacao.

Tudo irao estar mais melhor do que maravilhoso.

Cre me,
e a verdade.

pra agora
 este momento
pense no este.
Fique tranquilo
minhas gentes
A vido sempre vai ser
mais boa de antes

Muitos bencoes pras voces, gente.

Eu hei a desejo que tudo vai estar
tao bem
.
Pra a dama,
Como e voce?
Voce Precisa de eu?
quer me?
Voce nunca dice nada.
Nao ao me?
Talvez de a outros.
mas nunca me.
Pra que razao?
Explicar a me
suas razaos.
deixa me conhecer algum coisa.
Qualquer coisa.
Voce e com silencio somente comigo.

o mundo tem permissao de ver
minhas pensamento,
emocaos,
porque
ate que agora
eu nao tenho
nem haver
privicidade.


pra o mundo:
o mudanca va vevir
quando voces nao expectar
no momento
mais surreal e estranho
do que a imagincao
de criancas.

Qual e

OI
Tudo bem com voce?
Anyway,
Life is the same yet improving for me.
Updates:

Rotaxlyn,
How are you doing?
Are you willing to communicate with me

Others:
What's up?

O futuro e depois

In these moments of waiting and hoping
Let us find ways of coping
So the decisions we make are logical and sound.

The positive future we are perceiving
needs work and effort not just believing
that something good will magically come around.

Difficult times require healing and caring
In moments of compassion, understanding, and sharing
The experiences in Life we experience and feel.

Forward progress needs wisdom and knowledge
Because Life is a universal college
of spirituality beautifully strange and surreal.

Healing each other with positive vibrations
For everyone in all of the nations
Giving in the spirit of joy, hope, and love.

Life is a moment of joyful expression
These words are a confession
Creation is a gift from above.